an utter waste of time.

1 MINUTE AGO: i was on myspace snagging this from matt cherry's blog.
1 HOUR AGO: i was in h&m buying an outfit for tonight's holiday party.
1 DAY AGO: i was complaining about work to theresa and steph.
1 YEAR AGO: i was working a temp gig two blocks north of here.
I LOVE: my family, my friends, coffee in the morning, and natural peanut butter.
I HATE: mole crickets, mice, the deep part of the ocean.
I FEAR: being pushed in front of a subway.
I FEEL: anxious.
I HIDE: my diary under my bed.
I DRIVE: nothing no more, folks.
I MISS: porch swings.
I LEARN: to accept where i am very slowly.
I NEED: to use that free crunch membership i have and take a cardio striptease class.
I THINK: the thought of me in a cardio striptease class is hilarious.
FIRSTS...
First piercing: my ears at age 7.
First credit card: i was 18 (and i should have never started down that path.)
First enemy: my former best friend, cora, who stole my boyfriend, joey, in preschool.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: hall & oates.
LASTS...
Last long car ride: from ithaca to nyc in late october.
Last kiss: about two weeks ago.
Last movie seen: "brokeback mountain" (highly recommended)
Last food consumed: pear.
Last phone call: texas.
Last CD played: le tigre.
Last drink drank: venti starbucks coffee with vanilla soy milk, three splenda packets, and nutmeg.
Last time scolded: wha-?
SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: less anxious.
I WANT: to get to party city and buy some cheap-o decorations.
I HAVE: two and a half hours before i can do so.
I WISH: my apartment was twice the size and half the price.
I WONDER: if new york will ever feel like home?
I ALWAYS: put my pants on one leg at a time.
I DANCE: not nearly enough.
I SING: "against all odds" not nearly as well as i thought i did.
I CRY: on occasion.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: as sweet as i should be to my patients.
I WRITE: emails to noella every day.
I WIN: at dominos.
I LOSE: bets often.
I SHOULD: not give myself such a hard time.
FAVORITES...
NUMBER: one.
COLOR(S): black and kelly green.
DAYS: sundays (for the paper).
MONTH: november.
DRINK: coffee.
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes. (every day at work.)
GOTTEN SICK? no.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.
SAID 'I Love you'? yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no.
TALKED TO AN EX?: no.
MISSED AN EX?: yes.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: no.